Two Eyes Cenote strife

attn @Khusobek !! or anyone who would be visiting him  

it took days for Toula to come to terms with what she had done. weeks, perhaps. and even then perhaps she had not yet arrived to the end of that road—that she had killed someone. she felt in turmoil over it, and in prayer she wept and wept for the one no one else would shed tears for. he had been an evil man, yes, but did that give her the right to end him? she understood she was a Goddess, but a mortal coil twisted around her beating heart. it grew barbs and thorns. 
it was past time to end her isolation—to return to duties, to become better than she had been. but as she looked upon the broken Khusobek, anger again stirred within her. how? how? look what they had done to him—and still they had the boy, 
she walked toward the limp man. still he breathed. for all the teeth that had come against him, he held on. how tightly? even above herself, she prayed for him. Khusobek, she whispered, can you hear me? how far away was he? could he return?