Honeyed Pasture Look at all the stars they have fallen

When she found @Figment after leaving Penn, Fennec stuck by her decision to not tell him what had happened. She didn't see any point in letting him know Penn was even in the area, and she really didn't want him to ask any questions about his not coming with.

She had thought at first the meeting made her feel better but, after a while, it was clear that it had made her feel even worse. This was a whole new kind of getting left behind that she'd never, in a million years, anticipated. That Penn, of all people, would have things he had to do that were important to him.

And she had squat. Killdeer was living his best life in Mereo. Witching it up felt like a fucking parody now, even if she had the space for someone else's problems. (She absolutely did not.)

So what did she want?

Fennec tossed that idea around as she picked at the bird that was supposed to be lunch. Maybe for a while she just wanted things to be easy. Too bad she couldn't just curse herself, otherwise she could just get rid of all of her memories and go actually be someone else for a change.

So. What do we do now? She was really hoping that Figment had an answer that sounded worth taking because Fennec kept coming up empty.