Moonspear I can't find the right romantic line

A member now of Moonspear, but Fennec’s first move had been to push away her sister’s attempts at niceties. Fennec had already decided that she wasn’t interested in forcing friendships here. If that meant she wound up some spinster freak on the boundary line, well; she’d always pictured that future for herself.

Her first task was in learning the mountain. That was what she was doing as she passed near Alaric now, so intent in where she was placing her paws that she didn’t notice him. She needed to better memorize the routes down and up, since every time her paw reached out to meet only air was still heart-pounding.