Lion Head Mesa adoration

Toula watches Eset now, rapt. she had! Toula could not even imagine it, knowing so little about it. but it did not seem a bad thing… only unknown. but were not most things that were unknown meant to be explored? 
she could not pretend to not feel relieved when joy was a part of it. so, how could this be a thing that was meant to be avoided? passion is great joy, she came to understand, looking to Eset with bright eyes that burned only with her curiosity, 
so, men can know this passion? and… cause me to feel such, too? she asked, and wondered!