Redhawk Caldera I'm a phoenix in the water

Fennec would have sold her soul to about any one of her 'fates' or shades or whatever the hell else to be able to get rid of this.  She'd tried a couple times internally (and flippantly) but apparently none were around.  She could hear her mom pacing nearby and felt that selfsame guilt from earlier.

Don't - you have a - pack t run. Fennec said breathily, trying to smile and managing a small, tense one.  It was going to be hard for her to do anything sincerely until this pain went down, and who knew how long that would take.  If she didn't suffocate first.  Fuck, what if she died like this? What if she actually, legitimately died tripping over a rock?!

Winter was an unfortunate time for an accident.  Eljay's stores had already been gone when Maia was here and the stuff she'd sent over she'd burn through quickly.  She knew what she wanted... the only thing that might make this easier.  But she wasn't sure if Eljay would be able to deliver on it.