Lion Head Mesa her heart

attn @Zaahira MY HEART. I’m sry it’s been too long I tried to stop myself

Toula had heard that there were no failures made by her Jodai. of course there were not—it was why Toula had named her as such! but the absence of her sister, the timing of her return… 
she confided in her Jodai as they made way toward the prisoner. if you think them guilty of the death of our Hemet, I am inclined to believe you, for she trusted her Jodai perhaps more than any. but… my sister… I think she perhaps may have left, of her own accord. once she saw she could not be Pharaoh here, Toula imagined she might have sought her fortune elsewhere. why should her wayward sister trust who now stood as Pharaoh? 
but her heart ached for the thought that Ashikaga might not have trusted her. for a brief moment, Ashikaga had been the last thing she knew that breathed that had shared with her one of her first loves—their father. and now she was gone, and with her, Toula’s faith in her.