Moonspear I don't wanna be sober

no rush on this obvi <3 I know it's still weekend time but I'm excited she had the char motivation to do this! Been waiting for an excuse for a whileee

Fennec felt some of that same dread, but smaller and for different reasons. It wasn't the honesty or the prospect of an uncomfortable conversation that worried her. She could handle both of those things (and sometimes reveled in them). It was the chance that she'd do a shit job explaining and send Meerkat off in the same way she'd sent others. The whole Fig thing, and the things that preceded it, had left her wondering if she sometimes wasn't her own worst enemy when it came to family too. (It's me, hi... I'm the problem, it's me)

Sure. Fennec replied softly, backing out and giving Meerkat room to exit as well. If she was less distracted she might have paid more attention and noticed that but she'd been too pre-occupied with simply confirming that Meerkat was home.

Sorry, this shouldn't take long. I just wanted to kind of explain some things. Last time we talked I was a bitch about some of it, mainly because it was hard for me to understand why you suddenly seemed to care about us being sisters. I don't mean it in a bad way, exactly, it just never felt like we were. You were always more Bronco's sister than mine. That there, the brutal honesty. She really wasn't sure how this was going to go over, but she figured Meerkat had to agree. She'd even kind of said the same thing, last time, albeit with a little more grace.

It's not an excuse, but I don't like the idea of anyone feeling like they owe me anything. I've never really figured out how to be a sister to any of you, really, and it does kind of suck now. I won't lie. But basically, if you want to change that, we can try. But if you are okay with things how they are, I get it, and I won't be mad. I think I let Bronco get between us a little bit too. I was always pretty jealous when you two would take off on trips and leave me behind. It only happened a couple of times but it had been the source of a few of their bigger arguments.

That was a lot more than she'd planned on saying, so she paused apprehensively and tried to listen for a reaction.