Moonspear I lose myself tonight

"But she would have found out sooner or later - she knew you inside and out - and you would not keep your mouth shut then," Wraen concluded dryly. Because - yes - she was jealous of Terance and Sarah, the kind of deep and sophisticated friendship they had shared, the kind of she could only imagine about. When she had thought she had had it, her love and affection had been turned down in favor of her older sister. Therefore on the day Wraen had left her family behind, the only consolation was that with Sarah out of the picture, maybe she could become just as good friends with Terance. 

This had not happened - they had begun on friendly and sincere terms, but had drifted apart considerably, until "brother" and "sister" were just another set of words with no deeper meaning. Wraen had craved for acceptance, approval and kinship and believed to be cheated in that respect. Try as she might, she could not replace Sarah, nor be anything like her, and apparently, who she was, was not enough to rely on, to trust in a moment of need. Here she was ready to jump at any opportunity to prove, how much she had changed, how much she cared and was ready to give up, and Terance's stubborn pride made her feel slighted.

"You are a moron," she finally said, her eyes sad and the sound of her voice devoid of anger, but tired. And ironically enough... she had a feeling that in this moment Sarah would have said the same thing.