Moonspear I lose myself tonight

Made it private, because some things she is about to say are not meant for the wrong ears. :)

"Like what?" Wraen had never understood Terance's need to put others before him. Maybe a little, when they were under the wing of their parents and it had kind of fit the image of the noble and valiant knight, but here - at Moonspear? Who was here so important to overlook the fact that her brother was not okay? The leaders? Their kids? 

"I never wanted to leave home - never - and I still miss them all, I think about them every day," she began, "I left, because Sa-... I could not get along with Sarah, without you to balance her, she was unbearable. But do you know, what else gave me courage? The fact that I knew that a piece of my home was out there - you were there."

"And - frankly speaking - I don't give a damn about anyone here in Moonspear. I don't really care, if they fight with others over a corpse at their doorstep or how that corpse came to be there in the first place. Half the time I am wondering, what did my mom see in Charon, because he intimidates me and I can't see any qualities in him that would make me want to be a loyal packmate to the core, not just pretending to be one, because that is expected of me," in the back of her mind she realized that she had said too much and if there was anyone here listening, she would face consequences. But Wraen was tired of keeping back, of pretending, and, if this was going to end badly, so be it. 

"You are that one, most important thing in my life, you are my home, Terance, and if you keep shutting me out, then I have no reason to stay here or anywhere else," she finished.