Nimbus Summit stay crunchy

caracal went on. thankfully he didn't comment on anything but she still felt completely at odds with herself as well as him. she wanted to get away. she wanted to change her name again. her mind poured out a thousand crazy thoughts and she exerted the effort to hold each of them back.
he was talking about the coast. heda was reminded with a brilliant flash of the sea-coast covered in snow. and then mireille. and then druid —
druid
"i've been to the ocean. just once. didn't care for it."
druid was alive. mama was alive. or at least they had been when she and her sister last spoke. but what if they weren't? or what if they lived at sapphique now? she didn't want to go. she didn't want to explain.
"what i'd really like to do is find some snow," she said with a light inhale. breathe.