Phoenix Maplewood krasha

oh geez oh f — please don't cry, heda begged inside her mind, leaning forward to embrace druid if she was allowed. her own throat constricted. "because i still dream about my — about her." she breathed in hard, trying not to cry. trying to be strong.
"i can't make out her face. but i know she's there. and worripa — he's gone. just left. i want —" and now her own eyes were overflowing, her chin trembling. "i just want to be somewhere they never were. i changed my name. i don't even know them. but since being outside of rivenwood, being on my own, i don't have those dreams. i don't see her face."
now she searched druid's countenance. "i can visit you every week. every few days. i won't be far. i just —" won't be in rivenwood anymore.