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"i have you," heda whispered, allowing the tension to dissipate from her body as she wound her own arms around druid and sighed against the slender shoulder. why wasn't this enough for her? why couldn't she just be happy?
why did she feel like she needed him?
it wasn't even in pursuit of happiness; heda didn't think anselm could give her that, or wanted to make her happy. but what mattered was the unit she'd had before; her heart circled that loss a thousand times a day, unable to make sense of the grief that did not stop.
after a long series of emotional moments, she gently pulled aside to meet their gazes once more. "thanks for listening and not — judging me. god knows i do that enough to myself."
wanting to do something in return, she said, "i've got the first wake-up tonight, all right?" she said of their restless kids, smiling a bit to consider theirs as a sisterly pair.