Stone Circle I will touch the rain with all I have

Figure out why. Well, she knew why, but that didn't help anything, did it? Reverie forgot her reservations about turning the conversation to herself; it was just too easy to talk to Gunnar, to tell him anything and everything.
I mean... I think I know why it happens. It never used to happen before Rose died - and it didn't happen immediately. But I was so sick after that, suddenly I wasn't - enough. For anyone. I wasn't useful anymore, so they didn't want me, That memory burned more than the memory of fire, more than anything ever could. I never expected that. That was worse than being sick, and ever since then, I feel like... I'm always trying to think of everything that could possibly go wrong, so nothing will ever surprise me like that again. But then it just makes me afraid of everything I care about.
I tried to do what you said - to live in the present. But I ended up overthinking it anyway, and that wasn't great. I think - doing it halfway is a bad idea, She couldn't help but laugh a little at herself. It was just about the only thing she had done halfway with Lestan. I have to follow through with it. That's the part I have to figure out.