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He agreed so easily, as if it was nothing at all to him; she was coming to expect it, the way he seemed to understand so many things. It felt odd, to fear the worst but not expect it the way she always did. She took a breath, thinking that she should explain from the beginning. From the exact place where it went wrong. It was easier to remember what had happened now that she was calmer, but in the moment it had felt a little surreal and hard to track. She wasn't sure she'd even known what she was thinking at the time.
I didn't mean to say... what I said. I don't want to leave you, but I understand that we both have to go home. What I meant to say was that I want this too, even if it takes time. And then I thought... well, I've forgotten so many things. I don't want to forget you! And here, the shine of tears touched her eyes again, but she looked away for a moment and blinked, and when she looked back at him they were gone. I have to... figure things out with Kvarsheim, anyway. Bjarna took me in when I was lost, and I won't abandon her, but Kvarsheim needs things that - I don't know if I can give. They -
She stopped, because she felt it coming again. That feeling of being overwhelmed, of not knowing what she was thinking. Reverie didn't know what she would say next, so she simply stopped. She took a deep breath. Back on topic. What I mean is that we can figure it out when we're ready. Like you said. I'm sorry I made this such a mess...