Stavanger Bay Tell me I'm weighing on your mind
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Dread tugged at her insides, coiled them into something tightly-wound and waiting for the worst, but Reverie tried not to hesitate too much. She chewed the leaves and thought about Bridget's question. After several moments, she nodded. It's just - difficult to see the point in any of it, sometimes, She admitted softly. Her eyes found Bridget's again.
I'm just unhappy anyway, and - all I've ever wanted is to be happy. I know that's - selfish, but... I never really have been. Not with myself, or my life, Not for lack of trying, she thought. And I've tried to take advice from so many people - to live in the present, dance in the rain, let go of my fears. But I - I'm tired of spending so much energy just trying to cope. It sounds nice to say, but there's nothing beautiful about dancing in the rain, and being strong doesn't mean finding peace. It just means surviving. And I want more than that. I always have.
Watching me is like

watching a fire take your eyes from you

Messages In This Thread
Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Reverie - June 29, 2023, 12:50 PM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Bridget - June 29, 2023, 09:59 PM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Reverie - June 30, 2023, 12:32 AM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Bridget - June 30, 2023, 12:49 AM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Reverie - June 30, 2023, 09:36 AM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Bridget - June 30, 2023, 10:07 AM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Reverie - June 30, 2023, 11:10 AM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Bridget - June 30, 2023, 11:34 AM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Reverie - June 30, 2023, 09:01 PM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Bridget - June 30, 2023, 09:24 PM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Reverie - June 30, 2023, 10:08 PM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Bridget - June 30, 2023, 11:01 PM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Reverie - June 30, 2023, 11:14 PM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Bridget - June 30, 2023, 11:39 PM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Reverie - July 01, 2023, 12:23 AM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Bridget - July 01, 2023, 01:47 AM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Reverie - July 01, 2023, 09:31 PM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Bridget - July 02, 2023, 09:48 AM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Reverie - July 02, 2023, 11:20 AM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Bridget - July 02, 2023, 11:54 AM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Reverie - July 03, 2023, 09:38 AM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Bridget - July 04, 2023, 03:08 AM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Reverie - July 04, 2023, 09:19 AM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Bridget - July 04, 2023, 10:29 AM
RE: Tell me I'm weighing on your mind - by Reverie - July 06, 2023, 05:19 AM