Stone Circle Sweet Sunrise

A soft question stirred her back to the present. Oh! Well... She hoped Gunnar was ready for a monologue.
There's this - his name is Lestan. We're... seeing each other, I guess. It's all very new. I sort of... made a problem, where there wasn't one. Or shouldn't have been. I think. And now we're supposed to do something in spring, and -
Oh, she was confusing herself again! Lestan had said that they would sort it out in spring, but that wasn't what bothered her. It was the timeline, the fact that it was an issue at all; if she'd never said anything, surely he never would have said that. Their separate arrangements hadn't seemed to be an issue before.
What I mean is - I think... I got a little ahead of things, and I made him start thinking about it too. I didn't mean to, but I did. And maybe it would be better to just live in the present, but I'm worried that it's all ruined now. I can't just take it back. She didn't want to worry about spring, or whether her newfound compromise with Kvarsheim would be endangered by her growing affection for Lestan. But she'd made this mess, hadn't she?