Stone Circle I will touch the rain with all I have

He was right, wasn't he? Reverie remembered Atlas and his ideas, the first sparks of doubt struck in her heart by him. She had always suspected these things in large part because of her oldest brother. But even he had given up on her in the end. He just hadn't admitted it, the way Tybault never could either. Both had seemed to think themselves her sole champion. It would have been funny if it wasn't so sad.
Trust is hard, She agreed softly, frowning again. It's easier with you. I don't know why. But even with you I feel - doubts. Sometimes I wonder if all this overthinking is turning me into what I hate. Someone who only thinks about what they want from people. After all, wasn't she talking about herself again? She'd meant to ask about Gunnar, his life, his feelings.
She needed selfishness, at least a little, but maybe not this much. I think I need to learn to trust myself, too. I think if I - could trust that I'll be okay, no matter what happens, then I could feel brave enough to trust others too. And then maybe I could start... learning how to be normal.