Swiftcurrent Creek How did I lose it when I was right there?

Anger turned to fearful desperation as Kel leapt after her and pinned her before she could even reach the mouth of the cave. Reverie's eyes were huge and panicked as she struggled to turn to look at him, no longer snarling but panting and whining frantically. Nonono not again, not again, please - She wanted to shriek, but all that came out of her was a broken cry. He was going to hurt her. He was going to drug her and lock her away.
It was too much. Far, far too much. Reverie's hyperventilation reached a peak — and then her breath caught and her eyes turned glassy, and her struggles began to fade. She began to fade. And then she wasn't there at all.