Totoka River You are exactly what I want: kinda cool and kinda not

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He threatened to leave her, and for a moment she heard nothing else. Reverie stood carefully. The children were forgotten. She felt cold all over. Through the haze she heard Everett's voice; Everett, calling Lestan cruel. And he was, wasn't he?
It's because he doesn't love me, not truly, Her voice trembled but did not break. Her eyes were on Lestan, and now she addressed him. You say that you do - but you try to leave me - or send me away, when you know I can't live without you! I won't, I won't! The words rose; hysteria now, her breath too fast and icy in her throat despite the warmth of the breeze, and she was nearly shrieking but hardly realized it. Everything felt blurry; unreal.
I would have tried anything - anything for a little more time with you. But - if you don't want me, then - then I won't wait around to - to die, without you, Her throat was tight. It hurt to speak. And her last words were little more than a raw whisper, but full of promise:
I'll end it right now.