Stone Circle Fallen like hundred year old trees missed your body

Lestan.
It hurt more than she had realized it would, hearing his name in Boone's voice. Reverie sucked in a breath and pulled away as if he'd struck her. For a moment, it was all she could do to hold in her tears; even so, she sniffled a little and wiped her face furiously with her wrist to rid herself of that little trickle of wetness down her cheeks.
I - She faltered. If - if I tell you - then you have to promise you won't ever say that name to me, not ever again. Please. Reverie didn't think she could stand it, always revisiting that horrible dark chapter of her life, always reminded of how much she'd loved Lestan and how much he'd done for her, and how it had never been enough because he had left, because nothing would ever be enough if that day could not be taken back.
She just wanted to forget that it had ever happened.