Rising Sun Valley Wake me

Did she want to talk about it? Reverie watched Tauris settle, feeling a little guilty, and leaned into her side if she allowed it. Maybe, She said, frowning, thinking of how she'd broken down in front of Arric and then Bjarna. That hadn't been great. So maybe she should choose a calmer time to talk — although she wasn't sure right now was the best time she could have chosen.
I think something is - happening to me, It was different, voicing her suspicion to someone who could understand what she was saying. I'm too young to have children, I know that. But I've been gaining weight, and there's just been - little things - Reverie cut herself off, forcing herself to gloss over all the uncomfortable details. And I'm in a weird spot. It's a long story, but I ended up staying somewhere for - well, for a guy! And I've had to change so much about myself to try and make it work. But it's not. Working, I mean. He makes me happy, but I don't think I make him happy.
So it's all just... complicated, She finished. And I don't know what to do. I wasn't in the best place when I made the decision to stay, but it's because I stayed that I'm doing better now. Because of him. So I owe it to him to figure out what's best now, at least. I just don't know what that is.