Swiftcurrent Creek first watering

He only nodded his affirmation, but she felt a weight lift from her. I thought you weren't coming back, Reverie admitted, looking away now in her shame as she settled beside Blossom. Her voice was hushed as she began to tell him all that had transpired. No one was near the den, and she would hear it if they approached, but she feared being overheard nonetheless. I - I stopped caring about everything. I didn't want to live. Moss came to me and I - I led her on, I let her think that we could have a future together. But I knew we couldn't, because - because I love you.
What a horrible context for those words, she thought. So I tried to... I tried to end it. Her, She looked down at Blossom now, filled with guilt. How could she have tried to get rid of her? I knew it was too late. I knew that if it worked, I would - die. But it didn't. And I lost everyone's trust, because I left when I did it - and I lied about it. No one knows. And now there's this woman stalking me because - she saw me when I left, I guess. She hurt Akavir.
Reverie sought Lestan's gaze again. I think everyone hates me, after what I did when you came back. But... I still don't care. I just - I just want to be with you, She wasn't sure if that was a good thing or not. Reverie wasn't sure about anything anymore, except — I can't lose you again, Lestan. I can't.