Swiftcurrent Creek rain for the water gods

Belatedly realized Eb may have meant no order for joining rather than no posting order (^: someone please come kick me to delete this if that's the case

She tried to focus on what they were saying, she really did. Every few seconds Reverie's eyes would flicker across one of their faces, clear for a brief moment, but then her gaze would cloud over again and drift. She shifted, looked over her shoulder as if she meant to turn and go. But she didn't. As much as she wanted to, she couldn't.
Lestan was here, and he was hurt, and he needed her. Home, this was supposed to be home, if Akavir and Arric said yes. But she knew that wasn't quite true. If they gave their blessing, it wouldn't be Swiftcurrent Creek she would be tied to forever. Home would be Lestan, and it should have felt like happiness, but it sounded like a death knoll.