Redsand Canyon Maybe months go by, maybe years from now

Her lips twisted a little at Fen’s reply: “He’d hate that.” Towhee could only nod, even though her daughter wouldn’t see it. Bronco’s relationship with his mother had always seemed rather contentious and she knew he would likely resent the comparison. But Towhee wasn’t sure how else to explain the shift in his demeanor.

Fennec’s next comment made her blink. For a split second, she didn’t have any clue what she meant. Then she realized and Towhee huffed an incredulous laugh. She didn’t think she had, not really. As much as she adored Maxim, she still thought he would disappear on her one day.

This is very cynical of me but I know you of all people will understand… I still wholeheartedly believe Maxim will let me down in the end. I’m still letting myself enjoy him in the meantime. I’m just under no illusions. There’s not going to be a happy ending. Towhee paused and then acknowledged, Unless I kick the bucket before it can happen. I don’t plan on doing that anytime soon but I’d prefer that: my heart stopping before he has a chance to break it.